the parts of my life .
the parts i cant deny
i seek the truth
i hide my shame .
some of this is taken
some are copyrighted .
you will know ;
if you truly know me .
I'm going to paint a picture.
I'll paint it with a twist.
I'll paint it with a razor.
I'll pain it on my wrist.
In that pretty picture,
A fountain will appear.
And in that magical fountain,
I will disappear.
drama is fiction ; fiction is a distilled twist of truth .
its more than child's play ;
its something else ;
something i can say that i truly .
the song no me ames is much more suitable.
although this is quite nice.
What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts
Go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left
Of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Friday, June 24, 2005
we believe. :D
IT NEVER FAILS TO PERK ME UP WHENEVER IM DOWN . I LOVE GOOD CHARLOTTE. I LOVE EVERYONE. BUT I LOVE CERTIAN PEOPLE MORE THAN OTHERS.
right? (:
now i feel fine again.
so let it be -
i wanna turn back time please.
everything now is so complicated.
bleagh.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
YOU LIKE THE SQUARE ;
TRYING TO FIT INTO THE CIRCLE.
Who are you now
Are you still the same or did you change somehow
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember now
Baby
No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everythings been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
There's still no perfect you
Now that you're gone
Still I'm moving on, I refuse to see
And I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in the moment
And wont turn back tonight
Try to hide it
Can’t deny it
You don't even know that
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everythings been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
There's still no perfect you
Wish I could fight it
Just not tonight
Though everythings been said and done
I still feel you like I’m right beside you
There's still no perfect you
see the WHITE BOLD part.
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
is this YOU?
lets no longer play pretend.
this IS you.
Sunday Football I got booed off the pitch
Some people gamble as a way to get rich
I got to find a better way to invest in zeroes oh
Cigarettes may damage your wealth
I'd rather save it all to spend on myself
I got a letter of eviction and I'm no hero
I'm not a saver I'm a spender
I'm a one weekender
What can we do when our two worlds collide
there's only ten ways to survive all the chances of knowing
After a hard day at work I go home
I don't know where I'm going but I'm ready to go
I made a lot of money but got nothing to show
And now it's 2:59
and I'm still waiting for the train to go home
I've been thinking 'bout the meaning of life
Plenty of butter but I don't have a knife
Sure beats the hell out of waiting for a ticket to Rino
Watching Tv makes me really upset
I wonder why I haven't been on it yet
I'm still waiting for a part in a Tarantino
I'm not a saver I'm a spender
I'm a one weekender
What can we do when our two worlds collide
there's only ten ways to survive all the chances of knowing
After a hard day at work I go home
You know I don't know where I'm going but I'm ready to go
I made a lot of money but got nothing to show
And now it's 2:59
and I'm still waiting for the train to go home
Yeah yeah i said i wanna go home
What can we do when our two worlds collide
ahhhhhhhhh
After a hard day at work I go home
I don't know where I'm going but I'm ready to go
I said I made alot of money but got nothing to show
And now it's 2:59
and I'm still waiting for the train to go home
Yeah I'm waiting for the train to go home
Monday, June 13, 2005
There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
There’s a smile, there’s a truth
In your eyes
What an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could it be this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along
There's no more mystery, it is finally clear to me
You’re the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along
There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night without you
But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is where I belong
And it is you I have loved all along
And no more mystery, it is finally clear to me
You’re the home my heart searched for so long
It is you I have loved all along
Over and over I’m filled with emotion
Your love, it rushes through my veins
And I am filled with the sweetest devotion
As I look into your perfect face
There's no more mystery, it is finally clear to me
You’re the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved
It is you I have loved
It is you I have loved all along
Friday, June 03, 2005
i dont like msn anymore.
it keeps signing out.
and in.
and out. and in.
IRRITATING.
takes too long.
waste of time.
SIGH.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
no i dont cry on the outside anymore.
WHY DO PEOPLE CHANGE?
you look different.
you changed your hairstyle.
you dyed your hair.
you dont look alright.
you CHANGED.
your no longer the person i once knew.LAST TIME.no longer.
you were my friend.